A Peek into the Artist’s Mind…

Curatorial Rationale

Emotions are daily life. Every time we need to express something in ways other than words, emotions can help. They can reveal things we have never thought about ourselves, and help us better understand what makes us, us. In each of my artworks emotions take the center stage, initially through simple emotions like joy, anger, and sadness, and gradually to more indistinguishable and abstract like uncertainty, or specific fear for oneself. I want the audience to look at my artworks and  take the time to understand how feelings can symbolize more than just a feeling, but how the experience can augment the feeling. Every artwork in my exhibition explores some symbol or motif that is evident since I wanted to make sure the audience has a clear idea of what emotion is being portrayed. To give an example, my artwork Lovestruck, an arrow, is used literally to portray being “shot in the heart” by love, like being struck by Cupid’s arrow. For me, three dimensional artworks are hard for me to fully realize my intentions with emotions, since they are so abstract for me as well, so I kept my exhibition mostly two dimensional and with conventional mediums such as acrylic paint, colored pencils, and watercolor- watercolor being the most prominent medium I use in my artworks. Relating to my artworks, watercolors are loose and can be easily manipulated how I want them to. 

For my exhibition, the layout plays a key role in how I want you, as an audience to perceive my artworks. In the center of my exhibition, is the artwork, Exposed, embodying the feeling of being naked to your emotions. I wanted to have this artwork be the centerpiece because it represents me, as the artist, exposing myself to the audience. One of the most important aspects of my layout is color balance between all of the world. I noticed in most of my artworks, there are the prominent colors of blue and red, as well as their mixture, purple. I wanted to make sure they were equally represented on each side. I placed the two artworks with a prominent purple on the opposing sides of the center piece, Dissociation being on the upper left hand corner, and Grief being at the lower right hand corner. For the artworks with prominent red, I attempted to place them in the middle above and below the artworks with prominent purple. As with artworks with a prominent blue, I did something similar putting them in the vicinity of another artwork with blue, and near the artworks with purple. This arrangement makes it easier to naturally follow the path of the artworks, and guarantees that there is no overbearing color, making the arrangement unbalanced. In addition, with this arrangement, the feelings are arranged relatively evenly between stronger emotions like grief and more everyday emotions like anger. I wanted the audience to not feel overwhelmed when looking at the arrangement of artworks, and to create a sense of impact for the audience. The audience should understand from my exhibition that every person is capable of feeling a myriad of emotions, not just surface level emotions.

When creating these artworks I had the worry that my audience would not be able to relate to the feelings that I have personally felt, so I had to think about how to generalize my feelings to make them more relatable for the audience. I tried to achieve this by making some of my artworks more impersonal, rarely portraying myself in any of my artworks. Only one of my artworks portrays myself. In Doors my main inspiration was my overall anxiety for the future and inevitable change in my life. I decided to use myself as the figure in the artwork because I thought that would be the easiest way to relay the message of my artwork, and I want the audience to see themselves in me, as with all of my artworks.

Gallery - Emotions